Chitter Chatters, Jibber Jabbers

my 2 cents thoughts..

2010-02-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

why are some people so ignorant and mean? it saddens me to know that after all you've done for others, they just turn around and point fingers at you when things go wrong... so why do I even bother putting effort into doing something that I know, no matter how much i try, will not please anyone?

Also, is money and social class something crucial in the society? definitely YES. I've came to accept that people are materialistic... It's human nature to want things that others have and to be better off than others.. some may have to earn for it and some gets things easy because they are provided for.. but what can we average people ask for? the patience to get through the feeling of jealousy and looked down.

Well, the sad thing is, this is life. It's unfair.

you just need to eat it all up, hope and wish one day, things will turn for the better... hard work pays off. you just need to be patient

new year 2010

2010-02-11T21:10:00.002+08:00

So i've decided i should start blogging again... its been a long while since i blogged, due to some reasons...

Anyhow, its already February... 2 months into the year of 2010, the tiger year....

feng shui says that this year, its gonna be bad for the dragons... well, i personally do not believe in feng shui but sometimes... its hard not too...

first day of new year started off bad...then ended up in a room full of two face bitches, then moving on to arguments, passing-on of people whom are dear to us... so... seee just two months, and shit is happening already... its hard not to believe in all this...

I really hope things will get better...

Oh by the way, Happy Chinese New Year to those who still reads my blog.. :) wishing all of you a prosperous new year!

Any how, a quick update of what happened for the past few months of my life...

well i got a credit for my marketing strategy, which is considerably good cos i was freaked out when i was answering my answer script.

sem 2 was a bundle of joy.. my results were not too bad :)

started my part time job at Mont Kiara for 2 week, (i know its a short duration but the distance and the pay, wasn't worth it! ) but it was good short 2 weeks, i've learned a lot from there. Thank You Mr. F for giving me a chance! :)

Then mid of December, I joined Padini Holdings, HQ as a part time Assistant Finance Officer. Well my job title sounds really glamourous, but seriously... nothing so glam about doing clerical work... not to say that i learn ton's of accounting stuff there but i learned one thing, do not trust a person even though they convince u that they are good because, behind u... you have no idea what RUBBISH they talk about u...

so anyhow, conclusion of my 2 months job there, my advise to people who intend of joining the accounts dept, think twice before u make ur decision... unless u are ready to battle monsters and beeeetches... because honestly, its too political among staff's itself.

2 more weeks and i'm done.... and uni life begins... can't wait!

but for now! HOLIDAY!!! and ANG PAU's!

Life has been a bitch lately... just hope things will get better once i start uni... really need my long deserving holiday...

one more day and my misery is over...

2009-06-22T17:14:00.006+08:00

One more day babey!~

At least for now the stress level has decreased... Marketing was like THE KILLER PAPER...

I TAKE IT BACK - MARKETING STRATEGY is not EASY. IT was the ULTIMATE KILLER PAPER....

i went in the exam hall and i started panicking, i kept staring at the examination paper and i had NO FREAKING idea what the HELL they were asking for.. so i just stoned... and i almost wanted to cry... I prayed sooo hard.. hoping that God will help me...

I went to the wash room after 30minutes of staring blankly into my answer booklet with just two lines of nonsense in it and I really really couldn't take it any more. on the way to the washroom, an invigilator followed me, on the way out, she could see that i was shaking and pale, all she said was, don't be nervous, answer what you can, don't worry and relax...

thats when i felt it, god helping me.. .. though some of u might find this ridiculous but i really felt him working his ways to help me, through her....

after the toilet break, I instantly felt like i know what to write and i just scrambled everything i knew on that piece of once blank answer booklet...

Now i just hope what i scrambled in there is right... >.<>

so now i pray and pray and hope i'll pass that paper...

note: dear i love you:) thank u for being there for me and thank u for taking my shit when i was freaked out.. hehe i know i can be quite a handful *muaxxxiess* love u lots pig

if only you cared as much as i care for you

2009-06-20T03:27:00.002+08:00

i could be spending the time now going to sleep or studying but instead i'm not...

Why? Interesting question. Why don't you ask the person that caused this.

Am I being too controlling?
Am I asking for too much?
Have I never not been there for you whenever you needed me?

P/S: I only asked u for a small favour, it's not something hard, why I can do it but you can't?? Is it so hard to be responsible? You really upset me.period.

Stress Level: 99.999%

2009-06-19T17:44:00.003+08:00

GoSh!!! It's getting crazier and crazier everyday I CANNOT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER....

Today I went for the extra revision class for marketing strategy (thank GOD Dr Ting decided to have that class or all of us are doomed).... and low and behold I almost had a nervous breakdown....

Trust me... I was literally shaking and was short on breath... there are SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH that we are required to write. I"M TELLING SO DARN MUCH... so much that we could write 4 separate assignments... WTF! @.@

I SO NEED TO PASS THIS DARN PAPER! @.@ I HAVE and I MUST...i need to pass it and get at least 23/40 and i can get my Distinction... I cannot let my internal marks go to waste... THATS WHY I'm DAMN DAMN STRESSS......

NOW BACK TO THE BOOKS! >.<

p/s: I went to see my previous sem's accounting lecturer for help for accounting b ( although i REALLy DIDN'T want to but I didn't have a choice cos my current lecturer was not around...) and although she managed to help but i could sense the cockiness in her... HELL WOMAN, YOU MADE ME FAIL THAT BLOODY PAPER... you COULD at least give me more tips and information, instead of giving me the cocky look! thanks to u, 60% of your students failed that bloody subject!! Goddamit

so now we pray...

2009-06-17T21:30:00.006+08:00

ok...so now AIS didn't go as bad as i thought it would have, most of the things that i studied for came out and i would say i can at least pass, well I HOPE so la... I really hope i can pass this paper... For the love of all chickens, goats , sheep, cows, pigs and fishes, please PASS ME! :P

Well now moving on to the next 2 killer subjects, Marketing Strategy and Accounting B...

Acct B, the subject i fear most, although it seems easy... but because of that stupid paper, it cost me another 3k!-_-"" well lets hope nothing like this will happen again. And not only i want to pass my AIS, I hope i'll pass all the other subjects and maybe if i try harder i can at least pass them with flying colours :P

anyways i'm off to drowning myself in my books again..

P/S: lets just hope i get some miracle e-mail from my Marketing Coordinator to have a revision class, because SOMEONE i wont say who, spent the last 13weeks, telling us that "you are third year students, u need to study yourself, i'm just here as your guidance" ended up not teaching in lectures and just reading out from slides. ( with all due respect, you are not useless, you just need to teach more and read from the slides less. )

how how how??

2009-06-16T18:08:00.001+08:00

I think i can do it but then again.. if i can't i'm screwed...
I NEED TO 100% confident that i can do it! >.< but I can't because I'm not

Well something did cheer me up a while ago...
I managed to solve the Tax Vlookup question on the practice set...
woot!

but then again.. what if i cannot do it manually... sigh... :(

stress

May God forbid, i'll pass my AIS

2009-06-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

Dear God, please please please please please please please help me...
I HAVE and HAVE to pass my AIS

I'm feeling rather scared and worried about my AIS and Marketing Strategy

It's a DIE-DIE situation. i HAVE to pass my AIS and Marketing strategy, if i dont... i'll die... :(

If i pass both this paper... i'll not eat meat for a WEEK i promisee!!!! >.<

exaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmm stresss!

2009-06-14T14:49:00.003+08:00

weeeeee... exams started......! one paper down already wooo hoo!! and 3 more to go!

Financial Management was good, but now I hope i at least get a distinction... I need one desperately to pull my CGPA up...thanks to that STUPID Accounting B paper which i FAILED... my CGPA is pulled down the DRAIN! >.< so here i am now, studying for AIS a subject i know nuts on... which I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope i don't fail....

I was having some pre-exams nervous breakdowns, hours before my FM paper... the fear of failing another paper was just to great... i spent almost half an hour in the toilet just before my FM paper started... talk about weirdness... =.=

on the contrary, i'm feeling rather happy today :) the fact that i think i did quite well for FM, i also had a fulfilling lunch :D had banana leaf rice at kanna curry house... and boy it was good :D as we were about to finish eating, we saw some guys at the table behind us ordered some weird looking drinks and i thought i looks kinda cool so pio and i decided to give it a shot and we ordered one for ourselves........

.......and hell it was awesome.... i think we were sugar high after that drink... its call "three layered tea" or something like that.... hehe it was a layer of gula melaka, and i think the middle layer is milk, and "teh o" on top....

on a random note: "i really don't mind you going.. as long as you promise u don't try to be funny, then its all good :) <3"

P/S: BTW why is EVERYONE suddenly so into clubbing, especially when i'm having my FINALS!!! I wannnnaaa goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! :P

happy anniversary! :)

2009-06-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

dear pig,

happy 4th month anniversary!!!

you are always gonna be my pig and my sweetheart :)

love you dear :x

rowdy day..

2009-06-05T16:37:00.003+08:00

today i'm feeling rather, lazy, tired, emoti0nless, angry, pissy, happy, lovey, ... to simplify things... I'm feeling WEIRD.

have you ever felt like you want to do something but you are too lazy to do it. but yet you still do it?

have you ever felt like you don't like something that is happening but yet you still let that thing happen because you are too emotionless to act on it?

have you ever felt like you treat someone really bad when he/she was just trying to be nice to you, but because you are too tired to entertain that person?

Have you ever wondered what things would be like if you did not say the things you shouldn't have said at the first place around people you love?

the thing is, life is always filled with a blunder of emotions,

today in particular, i would say is the first time I'm feeling this... USUALLY I'd be boiling mad, things that i didn't like happening. but today... i reacted very differently.. It's as if i evolved... I became a less emotional person that i once was. Or maybe it just happens to be the wrong day in the cycle that caused me to react like that..

In conclusion, i should just get back to studying and stop day dreaming and thinking....

i wish you were here with me...

Finals

2009-06-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

exactly 9 more days till my first paper.

Financial Management
12th June 2009
(OK OK la... quite prepared)

Accounting Information System & Financial Modelling
17 June 2009
( DIE DIE DIE )

Marketing Strategy
22nd June 2009
(40 Marks... can LA i guess)

Accounting B
23 June 2009
(MUST SCORE IF NOT >.<>

exhausted

2009-05-28T00:46:00.003+08:00

Why oh why all the assignments must be put right before the exams?!
It's darn annoying!!! >.<
I want to STUDY
BUT NOOO i HAVe to finish this STUPID assignments.. WHY?!!? because one of it is worth 35% and the other is worth 10%...

AND BOTH DUE THE SAME DAY! WTF!!! and BOTH SUBJECTS I HATE! >.< omg.. WHy oh WHY!

God, Please help me!

22more days...@.@

2009-05-20T20:23:00.001+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..............................

exams in 22 days and i am still CHILLING and relaxing :P

i'm doomed >.<

the choice

2009-05-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

you know sometimes in life u have to make huge decisions that you will carry throughout the rest of your life whether you like it or not...

sometimes the decisions you make will lead u to a good outcome... and some will just turn bad...
and suck it up.. whether u like or not... it's life you will have to go through with it...

I've made some good decisions and some bad ones...
some good ones that i benefited from it and some bad ones... which i have to carry it for life...

so next time... choose wisely... don't rush into making decisions...

Happy Mothers Day :)

2009-05-11T23:47:00.007+08:00

Sunday, 10th May 2009

Dear Mommy,

Happy mothers day!!

i LOVE you mum!!! :-*

highlights of mothers day,

10.00 a.m - got up and lazed around.. no one was at home...

11.00 a.m - decided to get out of bed, shower and did some studying... like a TINY bit...

12.30 p.m - was thinking of making something special for mother's day.. so i decided i will cook my mom, granny and auntie dinner :) Started making a list of things that i will cook and things i need to buy...

1.45 p.m - went to pick up dear and we went to Jusco to buy the stuff I needed for dinner and had KFC for lunch, dear's treat! :) thank u darling :-*

4.30 p.m - got home and quickly started marinating the chicken, cutting the onions, brocolli, cauli flower, carrots and put the potatoes to boil.

5.30 p.m - still prepping... and mashing the potatoes...

6.30 p.m - started frying the chicken... which was AWESOME... but it was painful since i got splattered by oil all over me... =.= and preparing the vege's n onion soup...

7.30 p.m - Chicken all well-done ( FINALLY ), preparing the mac and cheese... which i overboiled the macaroni since i was preparing the sauce... @.@

8.10 p.m - FINALLY... all done...and now all set for EATING TIME! :D

Vege platter :)

Mash Potatoes :) and part of the cherry tomatoes

Fried Chicken Chop

macaroni and cheese

onion soup...

oh yea.. I added garlic bread as well :)

" Bon Appetite"

Overall dinner was scrumptious and everyone enjoyed it..
(although the macaroni was a BIT overcooked and the brown sauce was a bit wee screwed up :P)

Again, Happy Mothers Day to all mothers out there :) <3>

May you rest in peace

2009-05-03T17:42:00.004+08:00

Chin Fatt Ming

x Sept 1930 - 2May2009

dear granduncle,
you are deeply missed... we all love you, may God be with you...

brain vs heart?

2009-05-01T15:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes things can be really screwed up if this two things starts contradicting each other....

let me give u an example:

brain: you should let go of that pillow and throw it away because its smelly and rotten.

heart: aww but thats my favourite pillow.. i love that pillow..

or

brain: you should study... shouldn't think about blogging or facebooking

heart: but i love em both... i need to be inclined with the world.

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see what i mean?

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so here i am now blogging and doing things that my brain tells me that i should not be doing since my mid sem test is on monday and thursday.

and yet....

i STILL do it...

why? because my heart tells me to....

ok, not exactly.... but part of me tell me that i should blog...

So much for MIND OVER MATTERS.....

life is unpredictable

2009-04-25T18:27:00.002+08:00

life is very unpredictable,
today u may be smiling and laughing...
the next day, you may be in the hospital with tubes sticking in and out of your body.

although there is nothing much i can do or say, or will my granduncle ever read this,

but i just want people to know that you have been a wonderful granduncle.
you are one of the most jovial and happening granduncle i've ever known.
you were around to help out when we needed you,
and you are always willing to give a helping hand to those in need.
you are the center of attention of most parties, even though you are not the host, but you are the loudest one of all and that makes you the life of the party.
without you, everything is going to be different.

it is hard to let you go, as everyone is in grief right now, we just hope u will be able to fight this loosing battle with all your might, because we know you can.

we love you <3

L-o-v-e

2009-04-22T23:46:00.006+08:00

for you Darling :)

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

( trumpet instrumental )

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

by Nat King Cole :) visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JErVP6xLZwg to hear the song..

p/s: Dear, i just wanna tell you... i loveeee uuu :)
no matter what happens i'll still lovee uu :X

emotions

2009-04-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

sometimes, people tend to be so suffocated with emotions that they do things that they do not want to do.

too much emotions welded inside can sometimes cause things to happen without you knowing them. most of the time, it causes catastrophe.

i just wonder how sometimes a cute little thing, can rage up into a flaming tower without knowing its power and end up hurting some one at the end.

how and why some one can change into some measly monster.

sigh... that is how life goes.

smack rite in face... >.<

2009-04-18T11:16:00.002+08:00

something that you do not want to EVER, EVER try, because it HURTS like HELL @.@

have u ever had a basketball flung smack rite in front of ur face! WELL guess what I HAVE and its NO FUN AT ALL @.@

let me tell you how it all started...., Friday, 17th April 2009, I was playing basketball with the rest of them at ss1 court..... well things were all going just fine.... when... SOMEONE (he/she should remain nameless) threw the ball and aimed it RIGHT ON MY FACE..... * SPLAT *

and there i go lying... ok not exactly lying but squatting on the floor with my hand on my face....

the exact thoughts that were in my head was

"WHAT THE F*** just happened, and ITS F****** PAINFUL, where is pio!!! :'(" and then i started hearing someone kept saying SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY like maybe a 100times... and (he/she) promised to buy me ice-cream... ( I STILL WANT MY ICE-CREAM!!!), besides that i heard some EVIL LAUGHTER from behind of me.... *sobs*

but luckily i was ok... except that i have a slightly bruised nose and my back hurts thanks to the impact and a bit of headache... @.@

and worse still a bruised ego... >.<

Whatever it is.. i hope there are no side effects from that.

dah lah my nose already flat... now its even flatter... sigh.... the agony... >.<

Easter break!

2009-04-15T12:44:00.002+08:00

Easter holidays!
yeay!! ONE week holiday!

well its already wednesday though means there is exactly 4 more days before classes starts and what i've been doing for the past 5 days was just sleep eat and play games... nothing productive though...

well i think i'll do a bit of reading on AIS today.. since i have no bloody idea what it is. and i'm 7 chapters behind... not forgetting my marketing lecture.. which i think i skipped 3 outta 7 lectures edi and he is STILL on lecture 4 last week@.@

OK so i DO have quite a lot of reading to catch up on....

Well.. lets seeee one short game of dota wont hurt rite?! heheheh :P

laters :D

help... I'm dying... @.@

2009-04-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

rush rush rush.!!!!
waaaa i'm so sleepy but i'm stuck.. i do not know what else to write...@.@

q1(b) accounting b assignment... HELP!

600 words only..

but it takes forever to get even 100 word to begin with... I've been staring at the screen for nearly and hour... and BLANK....

i'm doomed...

god help me.. i want to sleep.... zzz

080209<3

2009-04-08T09:44:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 months anniversary darling!! :)

yay! its finally 2 months! :D
heheheh

it seems like we've been together for a very long time already though..

but i look forward to many many more years to spend with u pig!

i loveee u :-*

tiredness @.@

2009-04-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

It's been a very long time since i played badminton.. and i tell u.. it's tiring and it makes ur hand weak.........!!!
my right arm is SO painful now.. hahaha

well anyhow i had a good exercise today, considering its the beginning of the new workout plan i have!! :P

laters!!!

assignment time! :D

busy busy busy....

2009-04-06T18:06:00.010+08:00

for the past 2 months... everyone seem to have disappeared into their own world...
some busy, some having assignments and some just cannot be bothered...

Why???

as i was going through some photo's, i realized how much fun we used to have... and i'm starting to miss those times when all of us were crazy together and did stupid things together...

taking a pic with mei...:Palthough she's all the way in melb!

mr Red FACe! :D

Matthew suddenly in touch with her feminine side... :P danny enjoying his male side.. just for a bit xD

all tangled up... playing twister!

guess who!?
matthew = drunk
pio = high
matthew+pio= ????

this is the result of over drinking.. HAHAH :P

my birthday "bash" how embarassing @.@

DIEEE!!! hehehe

i said CHEESEEE not eeeeeeee
is that even a camera?
blueeeekkkk!!!
things we do when we're bored... :P hahaawwww~!

3 months pregnant?! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

clown boy!

peopleee...!!! i MISS u all!!!! where areee uuuuu!!! we need to have a gathering sooon!!!

how bout u let me know.. when ur free.. and I can plan something up k? :D

loveeee uuu alll!!! :D

omg,.. i'm fat!

2009-04-05T11:30:00.005+08:00

I'm such a glutton!!!! @.@

I ate so so so so so much yesterday and i feel so darn fat now... hahah!

First i had breakfast at old town white coffee @ jaya one...
I had a bit of nasi lemak rendang, a bit of ipoh hor fun and 2 slices of kaya and butter toast with a cup honey lemon juice! :P

then we had lunch at Kinnaree Thai restaurant @ jaya one (again)
It was no doubt to say delicious as ever... we had tomyam soup, some leaf thing where u put peanuts and other crap inside but it tasted ok, thai glass noodle, lemak curry chicken, pineapple fried rice, thai fried rice, kangkung goreng, fish cutlets and not forgetting the ever so yummy DURIAN ICECREAM!!!!
the bill came about RM 442!! but for 11 people and everyone was really satisfied, so i supposed it was quite worth it :) I'll upload some pictures soon.. :P

then came dinner @ home

We had white chicken, mushroom and chicken feet with abalone and sea cucumber, siew yok, steamed fish and green peas soup...

by the time it was dinner, i was already so bloody full... but all the food for dinner was so so so scrumptious I could not possibly say no to it... so i ate dinner AS WELL. and a heavy one as well..i think i probably gain like 2kg in one day...@.@

60 Earth Day

2009-03-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

This is totally funnn! HAAHAH the whole neighbourhood is all dark.. except for THIS one house... which is most of the time in darkness.. is suddenly all lighted up... @.@ weird people...

I was watching TV just now when I saw parts by parts of KL lights shutting down...
First was KL Tower, then KLCC.. It's really cool :P ehehe

Well.. the only not so fun part about this is that mosquitoes are bitting me like crazy!!! :P

Signing offf noww.. gonna go enjoy the dark :P

:)

BBQ nite :P

2009-03-24T18:38:00.003+08:00

March 21st, 2009, Saturday

Today we had BBQ at my place..... its was awweesssooommeeeee... hehhe but tiring as well because I HAD TO PREPARE MOST of things..... anyways we had chicken ( a combination of wings and thigh and drumsticks :P ), sausages , mushrooms & onions ( WHICH WAS SO COOOL cos we Cooked it over the hot plate :P ), a bit of prawns and lamb, and not missing out the marshmellows!

I would love to post some pictures of that nite but unfortunately, everyone was so busy eating, bbq-ing, and admiring Jin's new iPhone... we forgot to take pictures...

but nevertheless, if u missed it... we can ALWAYS do it again.... :D

p/s: pio suggested we should have steamboat this weekend... anyone in for it?? :)

March 22, 2009, Sunday

Its a lazy lazy day... spent the whole day lazing around... tried studying but only managed to do a little reading...

Ooo..I managed to finally get my laptop's warranty extended...!! Initially, they did not allow me to purchase the extended warranty package because my laptop is more than 3 months old... But after some negotiation and they realized that my laptop was purchased through a HP Staff, they allowed me to extend the warranty...!! :) which i was REALLLY glad they did... THANK YOU VERY MUCH :D
so now my laptop warranty is from 14th October 2008 - 14th October 2011 :)

March 23, 2009, Monday

Nothing interesting happened today... Woke up with a BAD stomach gastric... >.< 25 minutes LATE... and class ended 30 minutes earlier today. Which meant i only spent an hour in UNI... which was SO not fulfilling... waste of petrol and time.. so to make things worth while, I went to the library to borrow some books for the Marketing assignment while waiting for the pig to get home from the clinic.. Then I headed over to dear's house for lunch and hanged around for quite a while to finish up my tutorial work :) quite productive i would say... who thought I could actually study with that lazy pig :P HEHEHEH

March 24, 2009, Tuesday

Everything was the same as usual... except that it was raining and gloomy this morning and I was so lazy to get up to go to class but there was no other choice...
On the brighter side, dear has FINALLY STARTED class after 5 months of idling... *hugs* good for u pig! :P now you are going to have to suffer!!! waking up early in the morning and STUDYING!!! muahahahaha :)

that is all for now.. I really should get started in reading FM notes since this week there is an online test to be done.. so ta ta people for now..:)
xx love uu lotss xx

Interesting and quite accurate... :)

2009-03-18T19:52:00.003+08:00

Some quiz that i stumbled upon in facebook, while browsing jiang's profile and i decided to try it... and for some reason it is quite accurate on how it describes me... :P

Go to:http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx and try for your self.. :P

here are my results:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

(I know i'm down-to-earth but whether or not people like me for being so straight forward i dont know.. hahaha! and i can be quite a problem solver :) )

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(This is quite true :P hehehe... )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

(This is quite true too :P hehehe... And i think i might have already found him ;-) )

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(Do i flirt and behave seductively???? hahahahah i doubt so? lolx... )

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(This is right... education is important!! :) must study hard!!! :P )

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(I haven't started working but this is what i forsee i would be doing in the future.. ahahah )

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

(This is VERY true... :) I'm a very loving person.. what to do... :P )

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(Unfortunately this is quite true, I care too much about what others think that i forget myself sometimes... )

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(I am matured i would say... honest, I hardly ever lie and i don't cheat people... and giving good advice? that i'm not sure... and YES, dilemma of the heart... that sucks! @.@)

Friends? or Suckers?

2009-03-12T20:06:00.003+08:00

sometimes I wonder, why do people act the way they do...

Is it because of my actions? or is it because of what i say? or is it just because of its ME?

Its very weird how good friends can change overnight just because of some rumour or because of the people around them... Can we still classify them as good friends then??

To me, I don't hold grudges. If you think i did something wrong to you, let me know, I'm sincerely sorry. I'm not perfect, people make mistakes, but if you are still acting like a PAIN in the ass, I believe you don't fit into then description as a friend. Friends forgive and forget.

Nobody is perfect, if you do not like me, then I'm sorry i cannot do anything about it. But some people actually care about what you think. It doesn't hurt to be nice to everybody regardless of whatever others say or talk about it..

One thing i hate about people you so called as "friends" are backstabbers and two-faced suckers.
and unfortunately i know people like that. They take you for granted and make a fool out of you. You treat them like friends, they treat u like assholes.

But then again, it's your loss not mine. If you think I'm all that bad, then so be it. Friends like this are better to be forgotten than remembered..

Just remember, I don't hate you... I'm just tired and sick of your tricks. I don't need to beg you to be nice to me. Just a thought that, whatever goes around, comes around; Karma..

the monday blues...

2009-03-09T17:30:00.010+08:00

Class has started a week ago..
Things still seem very gloomy for me...

For some reason, there is a sense of fear in me...
a feeling i cannot seem to get rid of after one week of classes...
the feeling is as though that I'm going to fail again... :(

well... my resolution for this sem, is to do MUCH MUCH better than all my previous sem...

No more playing, NO more fooling around and its down to hard core study!!

call me a nerd, anti-social, boring, lame... whatever it is.. i don't care, I just need to prove them wrong. That I'm not a slop... I don't want to waste any more money and time....

Well hopefully i'll be able to do what i plan to know.. hehe although i'm already getting lazier just into my second week of classes... hehehe :p

anyhow... tutorial questions... here i comee..... WEEEEEEE......................

i hate to be sick>.<

2009-03-01T18:05:00.003+08:00

2 days before classes starts, i'm down with a fever, cough and flu. the doctor's diagnosis was bronchitis....

sigh... there goes the last 2 days of my holidays.. spent most of the time lying on my bed sleeping...

i have to take 6 types if medications and everytime after taking those meds.. i go to sleep... >.< what a waste of timeeee.....

one more week...

2009-02-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

one more week before classes starts.... can't wait....

I know some people might dread to have more holidays but i think 3 months is more than enough for me... I want to go back to study.. I'm feeling a bit stupid already... hahahaa!

anyways I have LOTS to do before classes start!!! :D ehehehe

Valentines Day :)

2009-02-16T23:01:00.006+08:00

Happy Valentines Day!!!
hehehe this came a little later than it was suppose to come but i was a little busy for the past few days :)

Well Valentines day this year was pretty fun... nothing extravagant or posh, very simple yet i enjoyed myself very very much :)

p/s: thank you sooooo much dear!!! :D

Well things have been pretty slow lately... there's nothing much happening besides the fact that i'm bored almost every day and playing TD alone or with pio and matt.... its getttting boring.....

things i need to do before uni starts:

1) clean my room
2) sort out the older stuff that i don't need and give them to charity
3) re-organize my study table
4) read more story books while i have the time
5) loose the belly...
6) clear out the luggage bag since the singapore trip @.@
7) cook a meal for those who bought me the cook book :P
8) ..... cant think of anything else right now...

aihhhh uni starting soon....... need to start studyingg.....!!!
as much i'm lazy to study...i'm getting quite bored of doing nothing at home or going out everyday....

hahahah

but right now i just want to catch some sleep... :D

good niteee!!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

2009-01-27T11:37:00.015+08:00

Happyyy Chinese Niuuuu Year!!! :)

The year of the Ox, full of hope and luck ( for a short while.. not until u loose so much money on the mahjong table.. @.@) hehehe

Chinese New Year is always the most busy week of the year, where you meet all your relatives and cousins once a year...have been NON-STOP eating and drinking for the few days before new year and the days after new years! :P

Before Chinese New Year, day 29th, Reunion Dinner

Our Family have this tradition where we have the reunion a day earlier because we throw a new years eve party for our neighbours and friends, so to avoid the rush we eat reunion dinner a day earlier :)

dinner started with abalone yee-sang! it was DELICIOUS!!! :D :D :D

me looking as silly as ever... i was hungryyy....@.@

lou arrr!!!!! heheheh

then continued with dinner... we had a really scrumptious dinner!

"hoi sin pou" (seafood bowl)
It has mushrooms, fish maw, dried oysters, clams, sea asparagus and scallops

Steamed fish
"Nyuuummmm"

Kai Lan and Choy Sum

and tasty steamed white chicken...

*drools*

The day before CNY
We had our usual new years eve party with the neighbours... everyone is happy eating and drinking! :)

and the three of us looking pretty :P hahahaha

The FIRST day of CNY
the first day of new years is usually visiting day for me and my family...
it was the craziest day ever.. we ate and ate and ate... from one house to the other...

I started off the day with eating my granny's special dish, "chai choy" which a vegetarian dish. there are many different kind vege in this... <>

then we visited our grandaunts place @ bangsar...

and we continued eating, my 3rd meal for the day...

there was chicken wings, siew yok, kuihs and more siew yok and chicken wings hahahah!!

Me and auntie pat enjoying the chicken wings from my grandaunts place

Then we moved on to our 3rd destination, my granduncle's place @damansara
and we continued eating again.... :D

They catered the "lok lok" truck over for that day... eheheh..

p/s: thedore, since u couldn't have come along.. here ur favorite lok lok :P

Tidbits and peanuts, which i couldn't resist not eating... *heaven*

This is my brother and my cousin, he's half malay and half chinese :) but drinks everything under the sun :P

The SECOND day of CNY

the second day of cny is usually the day where relatives come over for visiting and my granny makes my favourite soup, "Lin Ngau Tong"

see the size of that pot, thats how much all of us drinks :P

"lin ngau"

The 3rd day of CNY

nothing much happened, i went out with porkie in the morning and in the evening went over to Kuma's place for dinner and played some mah jong with yi-po and my granny...

this was the most intense mah jong game i've ever played... with the veterans of mah jong...
hehe but i won Rm36 in an hour from the both of em.. heheh sorry yi-po n ma ma :P

Group picture!!! :P
3 Generations of the Chin and Siew family.. mostly from my granny's side

The Siew Family :) our family potrait...
yes i KNOW i'm THE SHORTEST >.<

the 4th day of CNY

Yee Sang Day!! we had nothing but our home made yee-sang and fish porridge! :D

Our specialty yee-sang that cannot be found outside:)

round 1

round 2... and it continues, until they are full of it!

Megan enjoying her yee-sang.. :D so cuteee
fresh water fish porridge... deeeeliccciouusss!!

This year, CNY celebrations are not as elaborate as years before, this year we are more into eating and just celebrating among the family, gatherings and meeting the older people... it was fun... and very APPETIZING! hehehe..

backsss!!!

2009-01-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

heeeeeeyyyyyy peopleeee!!!
hehhehe i'm backs...

Singapore was fuuunnnn!!!!!!!

came back on monday and haven't got time to sit and upload photo's. will do it soon...
=D

have been so busy for the past two days, cleaning and baking...

I've just come to realize that i have a lot of junk... stuff that was dated like years back... I found a minnie mouse organizer just now and it states "10november1998" that was like 10 years ago!!!!

hahhaha!!! Spring cleaning is tiring but fun, get to see all the stupid things that u used to have... but one bad thing abt cleaning is, that there are ALOT of dust.. and MORE dust... =P
I've only cleared out ONE SMALL part of my room.. and i've already threw out 2 big bags of rubbish.... so much moreee to cleaaaannn....

SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME...!!! =P

well i guess its back to cleaning for me...

p/s: i need a bigger closet... >.<

Singapore Here I come!!!

2009-01-16T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hehe...

I'll be off to singapore in approx. 10 hours time. I'm so excited! I always love going to singapore... SHOPPING!!! hehehe

well I'll be off to Singapore with Mei Vern, for the next 4 days, so people dun misss me k! :P

Take care people!!!
take care porkie!! :D

xxx love xxx
xx karmen xx

yeeeeoooouuccchhhhhhh!!!!

2009-01-13T17:17:00.005+08:00

pain pain pain paain....!!!!

for a person who cannot take pain, namely me, this is very painful! hahah! from a scale of 1-10, 1- being the least pain, i grade this a no6, because u cannnot see the wound but it hurts like crazy.... hhahahHHAH

I have to THANK MATTHEW for this... as he was the one who caused me to injure my leg. HAHAHAHA
well not entirely his fault.. but STILL!!! ahaahah

this is the akibat if u run into matthew's leg....

lolx!

Saturday Outing!

2009-01-11T16:50:00.004+08:00

Started off the Saturday, with doing my laundry that has been accumulated for over a WEEK.. ehehe.

Followed by taking both my car and dad's car down to the workshop in Puchong. They replaced my car fan and FINALLY my car does not over heat easily again!! Dad's car on the other hand, had more problems... so we left it there.. While waiting for them to change the car fan, mum and i went to the chinese kopitiam to have a cuppa coffee :D *rejuvenated* hehe

After i got home, I chilled a while.. go online... and then waited for my dad to get home to go for lunch.. waited for almost 2 hours for him to get back from work n only had lunch at 1.30>.< i was hungry beyond content...

Had char kuey teow, a bit of pan mee and rojak from ss3. *satisfying*... and went to pick mei vern up after lunch.

Mei Vern n I then left for Bangsar, in hopes to find me a pair of jeans. We were pretty lucky...!! we got a parking the moment we arrived at Bangsar! eheh :D

Our first destination was Blook. Tried on a couple of jeans, but unfortunately they either don't have my size or the cutting looks weird..

So no jeans for karmen... :( yet again.. the problems with sizes.... WHATS WRONG WITH THIS PEOPLE... don't they know that there are people with SMALL feet and SMALL waist.

Well after much walking at Jalan Telawi, visiting boutiques after boutiques, mei vern and i got tired, so we headed to starbuck and had a cuppa coffee, again... hehe my second cup of coffee for the day.. *Jumps with joy* and started texting people to tell them about dinner at Decanters..

We chilled at Starbucks for about an hour, checking people out.. and started gossiping... hahah and soon to find out we were running a bit late for dinner at 7pm..

So we rushed home and got ready and Chris came to pick us up and we all headed to Decanter's for dinner...

Dinner was rather fun... and quite embarassing... As we arrived at Decanters, I realised i had forgotten to call Eu Jin.... and to our surprise, our dear friend Eu Jin turned up... with this other friends... and I was in BIG TROUBLE..... >.<

* eu jin, I'm sorry laa!!! I didn't not call you on purpose... it probably just slipped my mind... for a short whileeeee.... SORRYYYYY *

Well the night didn't just end there. we all then headed to theodore's house for the next session, monopoly, mahjong and pokemon night ( and also the DS) ! and not forgetting the beers and bailey's we had...

it was a fun fun night, everyone was happy and some of them learned how to play mah jong. =P

THEDORE!!! THANKS FOR HAVING US OVER!!! :)

We left theodore's place around 4am and adjourned to Kabeer for some supper... but the food was a bit dissapointing... I did not finish my maggi goreng because it tasted horrible... *sorry* well mei and i came home and talked a bit... and we both went to sleep....

Thats about, what I did this Saturday... Outings on Saturdays are fun!! Lets do it more often!!!! =D

xxx love xxx
xx karmen xx

Porkie!

2009-01-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

porkie makes me laugh,
porkie makes me smile,
porkie better be good
because me gonna eat porkie alive! =P

I'm crazzzyyy! hhehe :D
Just some random thoughts. hehe

food....

2009-01-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

karmen is such a pig.... >.<

I ate so much today and i feel FAT .... OMGOSH! >.< lolx

but nevertheless i enjoyed the food that i ate...

5 slices of bread with ham and cheese for breakfast @10.30am

pan mee for lunch @ around 4pm

a big plate of rice, with cabbage and 3 ikan keembong @ 7.30pm

followed by 2 slices of sponge cake @ 8.30pm

and lastly cherries and oranges for dessert @ 9pm

i think some worms infested my tummy... its only 11pm now and i feel like eating again...@.@ maybe I'll reward myself with some chocolate and milk! :D

Laters!! ^.^

The Story Unfolds

2009-01-05T18:43:00.004+08:00

once a upon a time.....

not long ago actually... maybe a few years back, she met a guy, called Onix*. he was one of the most charming guy that she knew. She was young and naive, and she thought she would marry him one day... Things were all good, they loved each other very much, he took care of her and did what a guy would do to make her the HAPPIEST person in the world. BUT the downfall of this relationship was, they always fought and then slowly... her life was taken over by his obsessions for the number cruncher...

Things still prolonged, she forgave him, countless times... until one day... she just GAVE UP after a long battle of gaining his attention. Names were called, things flung here and there, jam breaking happened, punches exchanged, you name it, all happened... She gave up hope in love and was left all alone...

Not long after that, a good samaritan came along, and she was saved, from the horror that she went through. When she thought there was nothing else to hope for, Pikachu* was there to shock her back to life... She was then ALIVE again... Despite the new found relationship with Pikachu, Onix, didn't give up on her. He hunted her down, and wanted to get her back... but she REFUSED... However, the relationship with Pikachu was shortlived, because of her ignorance towards feelings and love... She ended up wounding him... She would love to turn back the time to make things better but she couldn't.. sorry ..

So life goes on for this young lady.... with Onix still persuaing her after everything she went through.. NOTE: Onix now already have an acquaintance even during her relationship with Pikachu was still on.

She was single and she was enjoying her life, with her friends... but at times..., she got lonely... and she was afraid to hurt anyone else, hence... she fell right back into Onix's trap...

A mistake that she SWORE she would never make EVER AGAIN....

She went against all odds, knowing that things will turn out bad, she poured her heart and soul back into where she tried to reclaim it from...

..
.....
.........
............... to find out that he was in for the best of both worlds........

it broke her heart........

~~~Onix wanted to be with that acquaintance and at the same time wanted to be with her....
She made him choose between them....
She did the most stupid things in life.. to make him choose her....
but... he did not...

So..... she backed out.... she knows how it feels getting cheated by some one, she's done enough damage for the other person... its time to stop.... and mostly... the damage she has done to herself and people around her....

no words, can describe how truly stupid she was.... for doing things like this...

but what happened, happened....

the word LOVE, which she once thought existed, has evaporated... even those deep down her bones...

regardless of that, she will still acknowledge the existence of Onix, but she will never love him ever again...

She is a changed person now, she has learned to move on, think of the future, leave the past behind and not care of what others would think of her. She's gone through enough for caring so much...

The moral of this story: What is in the PAST, keep it in the past, acknowledge who you have now, those in front of you.

*names have been changed to protect the privacy of others

Flashbacks...

2009-01-03T15:00:00.024+08:00

A little summary on what happened in 2008 that left us with great memories =)

New Years of 2008
BBQ Party @ Matthew's House

Mel's Wedding...
@ Sheraton Hotel & Jln Gasing Church..

the latest edition to family, my cousin, Camelia

Family Gatherings
Stewart & Family and Auntie Janet back from UK

Chinese New Year

Birthdays..... :)

Grandpa & Kuma's Birthday

Charlken's Birthday

Shi Wei's Birthday

Theodore's Birthday

Sook Wai's Birthday

Mum and Nick's Birthday

Xue Yee's Birthday
Karlynn's Birthday

Matthew's Birthday

Granny's Birthday

Danny's Birthday

Tiiben's Birthday

Francis's Birthday

Sasee's Birthday

My Birthday lunch at Pyramid, I was force to stand on a CHAIR@.@

Birthday Dinner @ home =)

p/s: If i miss out any one of ur birthday's pictures, sorry yeaaaahhh.... Does not mean i don't care =) I just don't have the photo's...

Monopoly Nights....

Wasn't all monopoly you see... hahah

Study Sessions...
@ Uni during examination periods

Cameron Highlands Trip
with Family

Melaka Trip
with Uni friends =)

Miss you guys sooo much!!

Christmas

My Niece, baby addison =) cute riteee =)

There are many more random moments that I've not capture in photo's but those images will always be store inside of me... =)

Year 2009, The Beginning.

2009-01-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!!!
The beginning of a brand new year.

Many things changed last year...

People, Weather, Clothes, Relationships, Friends...

But we still move on with life... with broken hearts, mended feelings, happy thoughts, emotional moments.

This year, its going to be drama-filled year, only through the 3rd Day of 2009, so much has happened that will probably change everyone's life...