one more day and my misery is over...

One more day babey!~

At least for now the stress level has decreased... Marketing was like THE KILLER PAPER...

I TAKE IT BACK - MARKETING STRATEGY is not EASY. IT was the ULTIMATE KILLER PAPER....


i went in the exam hall and i started panicking, i kept staring at the examination paper and i had NO FREAKING idea what the HELL they were asking for.. so i just stoned... and i almost wanted to cry... I prayed sooo hard.. hoping that God will help me...


I went to the wash room after 30minutes of staring blankly into my answer booklet with just two lines of nonsense in it and I really really couldn't take it any more. on the way to the washroom, an invigilator followed me, on the way out, she could see that i was shaking and pale, all she said was, don't be nervous, answer what you can, don't worry and relax...

thats when i felt it, god helping me.. .. though some of u might find this ridiculous but i really felt him working his ways to help me, through her....

after the toilet break, I instantly felt like i know what to write and i just scrambled everything i knew on that piece of once blank answer booklet...


Now i just hope what i scrambled in there is right... >.<>


so now i pray and pray and hope i'll pass that paper...

note: dear i love you:) thank u for being there for me and thank u for taking my shit when i was freaked out.. hehe i know i can be quite a handful *muaxxxiess* love u lots pig

if only you cared as much as i care for you

i could be spending the time now going to sleep or studying but instead i'm not...

Why? Interesting question. Why don't you ask the person that caused this.

Am I being too controlling?
Am I asking for too much?
Have I never not been there for you whenever you needed me?



P/S: I only asked u for a small favour, it's not something hard, why I can do it but you can't?? Is it so hard to be responsible? You really upset me.period.

Stress Level: 99.999%

GoSh!!! It's getting crazier and crazier everyday I CANNOT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER....

Today I went for the extra revision class for marketing strategy (thank GOD Dr Ting decided to have that class or all of us are doomed).... and low and behold I almost had a nervous breakdown....

Trust me... I was literally shaking and was short on breath... there are SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH that we are required to write. I"M TELLING SO DARN MUCH... so much that we could write 4 separate assignments... WTF! @.@

I SO NEED TO PASS THIS DARN PAPER! @.@ I HAVE and I MUST...i need to pass it and get at least 23/40 and i can get my Distinction... I cannot let my internal marks go to waste... THATS WHY I'm DAMN DAMN STRESSS......

NOW BACK TO THE BOOKS! >.<

p/s: I went to see my previous sem's accounting lecturer for help for accounting b ( although i REALLy DIDN'T want to but I didn't have a choice cos my current lecturer was not around...) and although she managed to help but i could sense the cockiness in her... HELL WOMAN, YOU MADE ME FAIL THAT BLOODY PAPER... you COULD at least give me more tips and information, instead of giving me the cocky look! thanks to u, 60% of your students failed that bloody subject!! Goddamit

so now we pray...

ok...so now AIS didn't go as bad as i thought it would have, most of the things that i studied for came out and i would say i can at least pass, well I HOPE so la... I really hope i can pass this paper... For the love of all chickens, goats , sheep, cows, pigs and fishes, please PASS ME! :P

Well now moving on to the next 2 killer subjects, Marketing Strategy and Accounting B...

Acct B, the subject i fear most, although it seems easy... but because of that stupid paper, it cost me another 3k!-_-"" well lets hope nothing like this will happen again. And not only i want to pass my AIS, I hope i'll pass all the other subjects and maybe if i try harder i can at least pass them with flying colours :P

anyways i'm off to drowning myself in my books again..

P/S: lets just hope i get some miracle e-mail from my Marketing Coordinator to have a revision class, because SOMEONE i wont say who, spent the last 13weeks, telling us that "you are third year students, u need to study yourself, i'm just here as your guidance" ended up not teaching in lectures and just reading out from slides. ( with all due respect, you are not useless, you just need to teach more and read from the slides less. )

how how how??

I think i can do it but then again.. if i can't i'm screwed...
I NEED TO 100% confident that i can do it! >.< but I can't because I'm not

Well something did cheer me up a while ago...
I managed to solve the Tax Vlookup question on the practice set...
woot!

but then again.. what if i cannot do it manually... sigh... :(

stress

May God forbid, i'll pass my AIS

Dear God, please please please please please please please help me...
I HAVE and HAVE to pass my AIS

I'm feeling rather scared and worried about my AIS and Marketing Strategy

It's a DIE-DIE situation. i HAVE to pass my AIS and Marketing strategy, if i dont... i'll die... :(

If i pass both this paper... i'll not eat meat for a WEEK i promisee!!!! >.<

exaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmm stresss!

weeeeee... exams started......! one paper down already wooo hoo!! and 3 more to go!

Financial Management was good, but now I hope i at least get a distinction... I need one desperately to pull my CGPA up...thanks to that STUPID Accounting B paper which i FAILED... my CGPA is pulled down the DRAIN! >.< so here i am now, studying for AIS a subject i know nuts on... which I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope i don't fail....

I was having some pre-exams nervous breakdowns, hours before my FM paper... the fear of failing another paper was just to great... i spent almost half an hour in the toilet just before my FM paper started... talk about weirdness... =.=

on the contrary, i'm feeling rather happy today :) the fact that i think i did quite well for FM, i also had a fulfilling lunch :D had banana leaf rice at kanna curry house... and boy it was good :D as we were about to finish eating, we saw some guys at the table behind us ordered some weird looking drinks and i thought i looks kinda cool so pio and i decided to give it a shot and we ordered one for ourselves........


.......and hell it was awesome.... i think we were sugar high after that drink... its call "three layered tea" or something like that.... hehe it was a layer of gula melaka, and i think the middle layer is milk, and "teh o" on top....



on a random note: "i really don't mind you going.. as long as you promise u don't try to be funny, then its all good :) <3"

P/S: BTW why is EVERYONE suddenly so into clubbing, especially when i'm having my FINALS!!! I wannnnaaa goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! :P

happy anniversary! :)

dear pig,

happy 4th month anniversary!!!


you are always gonna be my pig and my sweetheart :)

love you dear :x

rowdy day..

today i'm feeling rather, lazy, tired, emoti0nless, angry, pissy, happy, lovey, ... to simplify things... I'm feeling WEIRD.

have you ever felt like you want to do something but you are too lazy to do it. but yet you still do it?

have you ever felt like you don't like something that is happening but yet you still let that thing happen because you are too emotionless to act on it?

have you ever felt like you treat someone really bad when he/she was just trying to be nice to you, but because you are too tired to entertain that person?

Have you ever wondered what things would be like if you did not say the things you shouldn't have said at the first place around people you love?


the thing is, life is always filled with a blunder of emotions,

today in particular, i would say is the first time I'm feeling this... USUALLY I'd be boiling mad, things that i didn't like happening. but today... i reacted very differently.. It's as if i evolved... I became a less emotional person that i once was. Or maybe it just happens to be the wrong day in the cycle that caused me to react like that..

In conclusion, i should just get back to studying and stop day dreaming and thinking....

i wish you were here with me...

Finals

exactly 9 more days till my first paper.

Financial Management
12th June 2009
(OK OK la... quite prepared)


Accounting Information System & Financial Modelling
17 June 2009
( DIE DIE DIE )

Marketing Strategy
22nd June 2009
(40 Marks... can LA i guess)

Accounting B
23 June 2009
(MUST SCORE IF NOT >.<>