once a upon a time.....
not long ago actually... maybe a few years back, she met a guy, called Onix*. he was one of the most charming guy that she knew. She was young and naive, and she thought she would marry him one day... Things were all good, they loved each other very much, he took care of her and did what a guy would do to make her the HAPPIEST person in the world. BUT the downfall of this relationship was, they always fought and then slowly... her life was taken over by his obsessions for the number cruncher...
Things still prolonged, she forgave him, countless times... until one day... she just GAVE UP after a long battle of gaining his attention. Names were called, things flung here and there, jam breaking happened, punches exchanged, you name it, all happened... She gave up hope in love and was left all alone...
Not long after that, a good samaritan came along, and she was saved, from the horror that she went through. When she thought there was nothing else to hope for, Pikachu* was there to shock her back to life... She was then ALIVE again... Despite the new found relationship with Pikachu, Onix, didn't give up on her. He hunted her down, and wanted to get her back... but she REFUSED... However, the relationship with Pikachu was shortlived, because of her ignorance towards feelings and love... She ended up wounding him... She would love to turn back the time to make things better but she couldn't.. sorry ..
So life goes on for this young lady.... with Onix still persuaing her after everything she went through.. NOTE: Onix now already have an acquaintance even during her relationship with Pikachu was still on.
She was single and she was enjoying her life, with her friends... but at times..., she got lonely... and she was afraid to hurt anyone else, hence... she fell right back into Onix's trap...
A mistake that she SWORE she would never make EVER AGAIN....
She went against all odds, knowing that things will turn out bad, she poured her heart and soul back into where she tried to reclaim it from...
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............... to find out that he was in for the best of both worlds........
it broke her heart........
~~~Onix wanted to be with that acquaintance and at the same time wanted to be with her....
She made him choose between them....
She did the most stupid things in life.. to make him choose her....
but... he did not...
So..... she backed out.... she knows how it feels getting cheated by some one, she's done enough damage for the other person... its time to stop.... and mostly... the damage she has done to herself and people around her....
no words, can describe how truly stupid she was.... for doing things like this...
but what happened, happened....
the word LOVE, which she once thought existed, has evaporated... even those deep down her bones...
regardless of that, she will still acknowledge the existence of Onix, but she will never love him ever again...
She is a changed person now, she has learned to move on, think of the future, leave the past behind and not care of what others would think of her. She's gone through enough for caring so much...
The moral of this story: What is in the PAST, keep it in the past, acknowledge who you have now, those in front of you.
*names have been changed to protect the privacy of others
Monday, January 5, 2009
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You poke-him-on ^.^
ReplyDeleteme? its not me.. its she.... she poke-him-on
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and i dont think she poke-him-on.. it was mutual..
what?.....i was just saying..
ReplyDelete"how do you get a pikachu on a bus...
you poke-him-on"
hehe
i will support u! :D
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