my 2 cents thoughts..

why are some people so ignorant and mean? it saddens me to know that after all you've done for others, they just turn around and point fingers at you when things go wrong... so why do I even bother putting effort into doing something that I know, no matter how much i try, will not please anyone?

Also, is money and social class something crucial in the society? definitely YES. I've came to accept that people are materialistic... It's human nature to want things that others have and to be better off than others.. some may have to earn for it and some gets things easy because they are provided for.. but what can we average people ask for? the patience to get through the feeling of jealousy and looked down.

Well, the sad thing is, this is life. It's unfair.

you just need to eat it all up, hope and wish one day, things will turn for the better... hard work pays off. you just need to be patient

new year 2010

So i've decided i should start blogging again... its been a long while since i blogged, due to some reasons...

Anyhow, its already February... 2 months into the year of 2010, the tiger year....

feng shui says that this year, its gonna be bad for the dragons... well, i personally do not believe in feng shui but sometimes... its hard not too...

first day of new year started off bad...then ended up in a room full of two face bitches, then moving on to arguments, passing-on of people whom are dear to us... so... seee just two months, and shit is happening already... its hard not to believe in all this...

I really hope things will get better...

Oh by the way, Happy Chinese New Year to those who still reads my blog.. :) wishing all of you a prosperous new year!

Any how, a quick update of what happened for the past few months of my life...

well i got a credit for my marketing strategy, which is considerably good cos i was freaked out when i was answering my answer script.

sem 2 was a bundle of joy.. my results were not too bad :)

started my part time job at Mont Kiara for 2 week, (i know its a short duration but the distance and the pay, wasn't worth it! ) but it was good short 2 weeks, i've learned a lot from there. Thank You Mr. F for giving me a chance! :)

Then mid of December, I joined Padini Holdings, HQ as a part time Assistant Finance Officer. Well my job title sounds really glamourous, but seriously... nothing so glam about doing clerical work... not to say that i learn ton's of accounting stuff there but i learned one thing, do not trust a person even though they convince u that they are good because, behind u... you have no idea what RUBBISH they talk about u...

so anyhow, conclusion of my 2 months job there, my advise to people who intend of joining the accounts dept, think twice before u make ur decision... unless u are ready to battle monsters and beeeetches... because honestly, its too political among staff's itself.

2 more weeks and i'm done.... and uni life begins... can't wait!

but for now! HOLIDAY!!! and ANG PAU's!

Life has been a bitch lately... just hope things will get better once i start uni... really need my long deserving holiday...

one more day and my misery is over...

One more day babey!~

At least for now the stress level has decreased... Marketing was like THE KILLER PAPER...

I TAKE IT BACK - MARKETING STRATEGY is not EASY. IT was the ULTIMATE KILLER PAPER....


i went in the exam hall and i started panicking, i kept staring at the examination paper and i had NO FREAKING idea what the HELL they were asking for.. so i just stoned... and i almost wanted to cry... I prayed sooo hard.. hoping that God will help me...


I went to the wash room after 30minutes of staring blankly into my answer booklet with just two lines of nonsense in it and I really really couldn't take it any more. on the way to the washroom, an invigilator followed me, on the way out, she could see that i was shaking and pale, all she said was, don't be nervous, answer what you can, don't worry and relax...

thats when i felt it, god helping me.. .. though some of u might find this ridiculous but i really felt him working his ways to help me, through her....

after the toilet break, I instantly felt like i know what to write and i just scrambled everything i knew on that piece of once blank answer booklet...


Now i just hope what i scrambled in there is right... >.<>


so now i pray and pray and hope i'll pass that paper...

note: dear i love you:) thank u for being there for me and thank u for taking my shit when i was freaked out.. hehe i know i can be quite a handful *muaxxxiess* love u lots pig

if only you cared as much as i care for you

i could be spending the time now going to sleep or studying but instead i'm not...

Why? Interesting question. Why don't you ask the person that caused this.

Am I being too controlling?
Am I asking for too much?
Have I never not been there for you whenever you needed me?



P/S: I only asked u for a small favour, it's not something hard, why I can do it but you can't?? Is it so hard to be responsible? You really upset me.period.

Stress Level: 99.999%

GoSh!!! It's getting crazier and crazier everyday I CANNOT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER....

Today I went for the extra revision class for marketing strategy (thank GOD Dr Ting decided to have that class or all of us are doomed).... and low and behold I almost had a nervous breakdown....

Trust me... I was literally shaking and was short on breath... there are SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH that we are required to write. I"M TELLING SO DARN MUCH... so much that we could write 4 separate assignments... WTF! @.@

I SO NEED TO PASS THIS DARN PAPER! @.@ I HAVE and I MUST...i need to pass it and get at least 23/40 and i can get my Distinction... I cannot let my internal marks go to waste... THATS WHY I'm DAMN DAMN STRESSS......

NOW BACK TO THE BOOKS! >.<

p/s: I went to see my previous sem's accounting lecturer for help for accounting b ( although i REALLy DIDN'T want to but I didn't have a choice cos my current lecturer was not around...) and although she managed to help but i could sense the cockiness in her... HELL WOMAN, YOU MADE ME FAIL THAT BLOODY PAPER... you COULD at least give me more tips and information, instead of giving me the cocky look! thanks to u, 60% of your students failed that bloody subject!! Goddamit

so now we pray...

ok...so now AIS didn't go as bad as i thought it would have, most of the things that i studied for came out and i would say i can at least pass, well I HOPE so la... I really hope i can pass this paper... For the love of all chickens, goats , sheep, cows, pigs and fishes, please PASS ME! :P

Well now moving on to the next 2 killer subjects, Marketing Strategy and Accounting B...

Acct B, the subject i fear most, although it seems easy... but because of that stupid paper, it cost me another 3k!-_-"" well lets hope nothing like this will happen again. And not only i want to pass my AIS, I hope i'll pass all the other subjects and maybe if i try harder i can at least pass them with flying colours :P

anyways i'm off to drowning myself in my books again..

P/S: lets just hope i get some miracle e-mail from my Marketing Coordinator to have a revision class, because SOMEONE i wont say who, spent the last 13weeks, telling us that "you are third year students, u need to study yourself, i'm just here as your guidance" ended up not teaching in lectures and just reading out from slides. ( with all due respect, you are not useless, you just need to teach more and read from the slides less. )

how how how??

I think i can do it but then again.. if i can't i'm screwed...
I NEED TO 100% confident that i can do it! >.< but I can't because I'm not

Well something did cheer me up a while ago...
I managed to solve the Tax Vlookup question on the practice set...
woot!

but then again.. what if i cannot do it manually... sigh... :(

stress